After meeting with my CSL supervisor and thinking
about this week’s readings I am left with two main questions, both of which
resonate with Campbell’s(2002) “From Thinking to Feeling” article. My first question
involves evaluating the necessity, usefulness and reliability of emotion. Campbell
clearly differentiates between thinking and feeling, and although these two do
not necessarily function independently from each other, they are constructed as
separate and distinct categories. Creating this division, this binary between
intellectual, rational thought and emotion implies that emotion is inherently
irrational. For example, in the article Campbell recalls a particular interview
that aroused strong reactions from the researchers where a woman pretended to
have a good time in order to escape her rapist. She reflects that “after we
spent so much time in victim-blaming, people were trying so hard not to blame
her or judge her escape strategy” (p. 47). Again, when addressing the deconstruction
of the need for the belief that rape
happens to others in order to feel protected and less susceptible Campbell
asserts that “we did know better, and we still felt otherwise” (p.47). These
instances in particular, and I would argue the article as a whole, portray
emotion us unpredictable, uneducated and distrustful. In this view, emotion
does not equate to rational analysis. This leaves me wondering whether or not
emotion is important intellectually, whether or not emotion can inform us
academically and if so, in what ways.
Something else
that stuck out to me this week arose in my meeting with my CSL supervisor at
the Kindred House. The Kindred House is a harm-reduction shelter for women and trans-women involved in the sex trade, most of whom struggle with problems such
as homelessness and addiction. As an aside but related to my previous point,
emotion was a big theme in our conversation. My supervisor addressed my
emotional well being as well as the measures Kindred House takes to address the
emotional well being of the women in the house. This contributed to my interest
in what role emotion plays in the way we think about things. However, my
attention was peaked when my supervisor mentioned that this experience is not
like readings, inferring a distinction between academia and reality. My first
reaction is to wonder why there is an automatic perceived gap between the two
and if the gap is in fact perceived or if it is real. This again takes me back
to the “From Thinking to Feeling” article in which a main theme is researchers
being intellectually informed, having read all of the academic thought behind a
subject and then being taken aback when confronted with real experiences of the
subject. This makes me question what this gap between academia and reality is
and how this gap can be bridged.
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